i just saw the weirdest weirdest thing regarding anime and live-action. so if you're not interested, tough. i watched "princess princess" anime and while i had high expectations for the author because i've read her work, it was still an interesting watch even if it lacked trademark characteristics. BUT now it seems that there is a live-action interpretation of the anime called "Puri Puri D"...and it sounds like it's a little bit more sexual (hmm...wrestling scene). on one hand i'm looking forward to it, on the other.... egad, i've read some baaaaaaad reviews of it. and i don't know how i'll take real live humans doing the yaoi thing...gawd....that sounds really homophobic...

but on the other hand, i think two humans of whatever sex combination, making out, really makes me uncomfortable. i guess i have problems with pda. i just don't know where to look....

sometimes i think i need a break from the family. but i don't feel justified in saying things like that because elaine has to be here all the time too. so then i feel guilty for feeling this way. i wish they would just go somewhere for a couple of days so i won't feel like i'm responsible for this or that. but then, i have no where to go. i don't have friends who want to go anywhere. i don't have a burning desire to go or do anything by myself. i don't even wanna go shopping because that'll make me wanna buy things and i don't wanna spend the money on some frivolous toy. gawd i'm pathetic.

i made some muffins from a really easy mix. they don't taste all that great ^_^ii, but i guess they're better than the last ones that i made from scratch. tomorrow i'll make brownies from scratch? assuming i can find all needed ingredients....

i FREAKING finally found my stupid socks. i've beeen looking and looking and looking all over in the garage and i couldn't find the the damn place that i'd stashed my socks when we moved. i'm so glad i won't have to wear emily's socks anymore. now...if only i could find my shoes?

because i'm always going out with matilda recently, i've gotten very dark on my forearms because i always wear a t-shirt. and it doesn't seem like my face tans very easily. michael says that that's nothing compared to how dark he's gotten, but i think that's an unfair comparison because he works down south under the sun and i'm just here. hiding under ever freakin' bit of shade i can find.

school starts soon. my mother says that it's good that my bed's so big (i have a full sized bed, whereas i use to have a twin) because next year when i move in with michael i can still use it. and MY reaction is "WHAT?" apparently she expects me to move in with michael when i graduate from college. and that's like in a year or so. (undergrad, at least.) eeekk.....that's kinda fast. it's like driving home that fact that i'm not a teenager anymore. but then by then we've been dating for seven years....SEVEN YEARS!!
sooner or later we'll start to resemble the couple in "american gothic." yikes. and i think michael expects it too... why...i hear south america's beautiful this time of year....don't look for me.

recently my co-workers at the library all told me that they thought i was still 18/19 years old. and my supervisor referred to emily as my "older sister." just when i thought i was looking a little bit more mature, people tell me that i'm the youngest sister and that i'm still not allowed to drink at bars.... i guess i'll always be forever young...