ehh~~!!!

i'm looking up poisonous plants because the mystery that i'm reading mentions that a lot of houseplants are poisonous. and it looks like they are, but it seems that most of them you have to ingest in great quantities....but there are some that you should never ever eat that i recgonized even tho i'm such a idiot with plants.

like Azaleas(which are practically everywhere and maybe fatal) and calla lilies (which are also ubiquitous and fatal) and baby's breath(which are those flowers which are used in cheap bouquets, they cause minor skin irritation apparently) and crocus (i'm glad the ones i tried to grow died..^_^sigh.. who needs a potentially fatal plant anyway) and the foxglove (there are lots at the library--need to bump someone off?)

imagine trying to kill someone with a poisonous plant that needs to be eaten in LARGE QUANTITIES "it's okai dear, have some more hydrangea salad. in fact eat all of it...and top it off with some hydrangea tea..." and then find out it only causes explosive diarrhea and multicolored vomiting... "doh!" hey..there are lotsa hydrangeas at school...hey rosa, wanna go on a culinary adventure?
the picture is of hydrangeas...

ehh?

i just read "atashi wa bambi" and it was the weirdest thing in the whole wide world... see a guy(yaezou) and a girl(mai) both like the same guy(sen), but that sen likes someone else. in the end, yaezou and mai ends up together in a relationship and sen gets the girl that he likes. even though i felt the chemistry between mai and yae, it still felt like a clumsily tacked together ending. esp. since yae has been gay(now bi, i guess...) and crushing on sen for many many years... the span of the book only took a couple of months....is it really really that easy to fall in and out of love? what the hell? but on the other hand, i really loved yaezou as a character, he was the special adorable mischievous boy that i loooooove in a shojo manga. though i felt that the characters could really have been fleshed out as people, the series only spanned three volumes, so many it wasn't so bad... i think the author also wrote "aishitereuze baby," and i also felt that that manga failed to reach full depth...sigh...but honestly...who am i to criticize?

i STILL can't find the perfect male protagonist to my amateur manga...the hair's not right....the eyes...are okai....the build's wrong....i have bits and pieces of personality...but....it's not going good! dammit! i think i'll just change her to a girl and make the story about two lesbians....that's sooooooo much easier to draw....but i reallly wanted a guy...but girls are sooo much easier to draw. i have one right now that i drew and i think it's absolutely cute...i guess i should post?

i also saw the anime "night shift nurses," and it was the grossest hentai anime that i ever saw...there was a lot of scat/blood play and i'm not into that....it kinda unnerved me...ew ew ew ew....that was the first time i ever really felt the need to lysol my laptop. gross gross gross gross... i deleted it so fast....but on the other hand, one good thing from this is that i got a new media player which can play ogg files, and "almost every bit of media under the sun". i'm glad, now i don't have to worry....for now...

eh..

i just read that episode 8 of Ouran high (someone's gotta find a nickname for that series) DOES NOT have nekozawa-kun in it...i'm devastated..he's one of my favorite characters cause he's got a couple of funny chapters....and he's just a idiot XD kya!! "your smile looks more mysterious than a flower in the moonlight, yes, you.....LOOK AS EVIL AS A CURSED WAX DOOOLL"
oh well...just a little disappointed...

i'm looking for a raspberry brownie recipe and i just can't seem to find one like the one i use to make, which i thought was pretty good. actually i can't seem to find that many recipes...i guess it's not that popular? ^_^ sigh... i could experiment, but i think that's a bit dangerous for such a novice like me...haha *insert image of nuclear explosion* i want to make one where the raspberry jam/jelly/mush is inside the brownie rather than have the brownie served on top of some syrup thing... mmm...i'm starting to drool....

i took a really hard nap today. i woke up and i was nauseated and stiff. i just can't seem to take naps and it just hurts when i do and i feel disoriented and crappy. why do i do it? answer: cuz i'm a idiot to the nth degree. i was also drooling profusely. it was like a river had splurted from my mouth and was threatening to flood my room...eww.. gross... i just can't take graceful naps.

i cleared all the extraneous paper from my room and dumped it into the recycling bin as my celebration that the school semester was over!! woohoo! gawd...i think i had a whole forest... i wonder if prof. bernstein ever feels bad for speeding the rate of clear cutting of our old growth forests? i bet the tree sprites are plotting a plan to remove that crazy xeroxing lady...

god..my hair's gone all psycho on me... my bangs are too long and it's totally sticking out...and everything else is all frizzy. i love my hair straightener, it makes my hair....tolerable..

hello

you have to see this....interesting watches
I like Radioactive, but i'd probably go insane trying to figure out the stupid time...

hekko~~!!!
i'm at work again, but i'm early so i'm hiding back here because no one's using this computer. much luc-ky!! i finally got my book order from amazon it's "brother" and i'm totally expecting some perv-y action going on, but's totally boy on boy action. hey rosa, wanna borrow? it'll be totally fun!
speaking of homosexual action...i tried watching strawberry panic which is a new yuri anime from japan, but i'm decided that i'll just not interested in stuff like that. it's at times like these that i realized how incredibly straight i am... ;D

i was wandering around on animesuki, and i saw that PoT had become licensed and taken off the site. as happy as i am that they are getting commercial American attention, i breathed a HUGE sigh of relief that i downloaded and finished the series before it became licensed. thank god i didn't have to have a nervous breakdown at the sight of that dreaded "licensed" stamp.

I also saw that XXXholic had become licensed and frankly, i felt that that anime was a trifle overrated. it certainly didn't deserve the anticipation that i felt. the manga is so much better in terms of plot and pacing. Also....watanuki is just too annoying as an animated character. he's tolerable in drawn form, but....i just feel like smacking him around...i guess that's why yuko-san gets such a kick out of tormenting him..... XD

school's pretty much over, i have only one final. i'll probably end up getting a b- in that class. ^_^ it's a music class for chrissake, but who would have thought that there was soooooooo much to remember. at least there'll be no Brill Building songwriters in the final. i get the feeling that trying to remember them was my downfall in the midterm...like a shot in the foot!

hurrah!

waaaah!!

*weep* weep*sob*sniffle* rosa, you're the best.... you rock....u're my favorite person in the whole wide world.......thank you for sending me that link at boxtorrents, i've never tried that website before.....i looooove you......thank you thank you.....i'm never going to get any sleep....i'd do anything for you at this moment.....i'll make you brownies.....i'm still not watching kannazuki no miko .... hehe .... maybe...

hehe...i know i'm psychotic, but it's okai. is it bad that rather than getting drunk for my birthday, i'd rather sit in my room and read manga? it was a bad book too....no sex and a confusing emotional plot...but the worst part is the lack of sex. sex could have made it better or a good plot might have made it better. but since the manga had neither, it didn't really appeal. "only the ring finger knows"... my ass...

ahem...on the topic of fingers, i'd like to talk about what i spent a huge chunk of my evening doing...soo shawn, emily, and me were trying to think of phrases to replace the phrase "digital manipulation" (the act of masturbation using fingers) because he felt that "digital" sounded like something you'd do with Photoshop or something... soo...after a few flops, emily came up with "finger fornication" and that was the best one we'd heard all night. it was hilarous for me and shawn, but i think emily was wondering what the hell she was doing participating with a bunch of perverted idiots. soo...i guess when i'm super bored i'll try thinking up more... like the doofus i am.

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this is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~d. i just find a site that has lotsa rajipuri translations and downloads.... it's almost 1:00 in the morning, but...i can't pull myself away.... honto omoshiro-ne....

u~~~wahh!!

i was watching umm.. Tsubasa Chronicles and i realized that the seiyuu for Ryuu is the same one for echizen ryoma--minigawa junko. and i was soooo happy!! i think it's the emotions which i associate for her voice, but it was really nice to hear her voice. and i also saw that she does ritsuka on Loveless. which makes sense...... the reason it was very nice was because Ryoma and Ritsuka are both characters are are very reticent, but ryuu was pretty talkative and i never ever got to hear her talk so much. also she just has a really nice voice for a young male protagonist. it's really funny because she's really a girl... ^_^ii. it's a kinda high voice, but with a raspy quality to it that makes it perfect for yelling in a determined manner. It kinda reminds of of ed elric's from FMA. that's a really nice voice too.
she sings really nicely too, i've heard some of her songs from the PoT cds, and they sound pretty good. i've comtemplating buying it, but...that'll be importing and it'll probably cost an arm and a leg so i'd rather shoot myself. do~h...

happy birthday to me~~

lalalala~~~i'm at the library right now and i've got nothing whatsoever to do because it is before work and i'm just taking up this computer and feeling slightly guilty because someone might need this computer and i'm just using it to write pointless blatherings to float around in cyberspace. gee...that was all one sentence. i bet there are tons of grammatical mistakes in there. i guess it doesn't really matter...cuz it's not english class. i'm so bored.

i bought another manga today, but it was because it was my birhtday and i had a coupon and a old gift card so i only had to pay 1.66. in coins. haha. i so did not wanna break that twenty for a measly 1.66. i'm so glad i'm a change-hog. and i only bought one manga. hooray for restraint!

bluuuurgh....

i think my cold is finally releasing it's grip, but i wish i could say the same for my nose...i had another bloody nose today, but this time at work. THANK GOD it was during the night shift and there was no one in the workroom so i could bleed to my bloody content. also...my ears feel like crap. like someone has taken a stick and stabbed it repeatedly into my ears. it hurts when i swallow.... Elaine said from now on when i feel the slightest sick, my ears will hurt. dear god, am i aging? god forbid.
I just placed an order for emily's late-late-late birthday present, but i'm glad i held out and kept searching for it because it is totally cute!!! cute!!! cute!!! at least i think it's cute. i also placed a order for three mangas...and i feel totally guilty...but at the same time i'm thinking "hooray manga! i love you tamaki-sama! you're not a total idiot!" it's actually a lot of money to spend!! =*D damn! how do people support vices like this?
but i guess it's okai, i mean what am i gonna do with the money i DON'T spend? i've been hoarding money like crazy, but why? for a house? other people my age aren't. and technically i'm not getting a house... for something..but what? my retirement? my dream wedding? (hah!) What am i saving for? i don't want a car....i don't want trendy clothing....i don't have anywhere i particularly wanna go....umm... i guess i'm saving for a rainy day...should it ever occur... am i just saving money because that's what i'm expected to do? life's become some brainwashed attempt to hoard those beautiful flat bits of green paper? gawd...it makes me sound like a klepto-squirrel... but i guess i'll keep doing it...there's gotta be some reason... a-hah! i'm saving for my future! whatever that may be..
i just got my journal back from my lit class and he said that if i contributed something important to class (i.e. talk) he'll bump my grade from an A- to A....well HAH! i'm not gonna open my mouth! just thinking about it makes me break out in cold sweat...scary....can't do it at all... gyah...
hmm....oh look! it's may 10th! 12:58 am! i've been 21 years old for 58 minutes!! huzzah! geez louise... am i gonna hafta grow up? i can't believe it. i'm 21. 21. it felt like it took forever, but why do i think the next decade or so will fly by? i always think back to that calvin and hobbes strip when calvin wonders why adults always say "slow down" when there's so much in the world to do. so he says when he gets older he'd to do things faster and faster. and that by the time he's 40 he'll be like a hummingbird on crack (or something to that effect ^_^ii gomen)
haha.. sleepy time now. nite nite

saaaaaaaaaaaaave meeeeeee

gawd, i'm so tired! i'm cleaning my room and there's so much freeeeking stuff! i cleared this huge empty space on one side of my room and it looked sooo nice that i thought "that's it, i'm throwing everything out and living a minimalist life", but then....i looked at what i'd be throwing away...MY FOXTROT, CALVIN AND HOBBES, and FARSIDE comic books......and i thought "the dust must be getting to me." i'd kill myself before i threw away my comic books. really tho, i'm so tired.

today i went for a walk and had a spectacularly bloody nose. it was drippy and painful because i was holding my nose up in an desperate attempt to keep blood offa my clothes even tho i know that i was suppose to put my head down. My throat still feels like it's trying to rip itself outta my neck. thanks for caring. when i swallow i feel the pain travel from my throat to my eardrums. augh... the pain...the pain.... It was really funny because i was walking with my sister and my mom and when i started to bleed. my sister was frantically torn between following my mom and watching over me. see, my mom' s nightblind and liable to crash into poles and such, but so stubborn nothing less than a......well, nothing can stop her and we're the only ones that can steer her out of her own way. so emily was torn between whether to follow my mom who might crash and injure herself, or to stay with me who was bleeding so profusely. haha--she finally called the house and got them to meet my mom so she could stay with me.

today i got more reminders that my relationship might be going to hell in a headbasket. my sisters said that michael was asking for advice from them rather than me because apparently I don't care. that's what he told them.... it really makes me sound like a really bad girlfriend and it's so depressing...sigh... and THEN my mom got on my case because i said that i wasn't going to michael's sister's wedding....I don't see a point of going because i'll just look like a huge idiot lump of flesh taking up the seat. people often say that my neutral face looks like i'm pissed off, so...if i go and feel bored and neutral, people are gonna think i'm angry. BUT... if i don't go i won't be creating a good relationship between myself and michael's family. sigh.... but if i do go, i'll make a really really bad impression because the setting (foreign language and people i don't know) will bring out the worst in me. i'm dooooooomed....maybe i can set myself on fire and i won't have to go....where's my lighter?

wah...but honestly, lately i'd been feeling a little distant from him. maybe it's because i haven't seen him often for the past couple of weeks. Maybe i'm lashing out at his sister's wedding because it's taking time away from me and i'm just jealous? i've already thought about that possibility and i guess it's much plausible. hrmm... i told rosa the other day that i wouldn't feel much if i broke up with michael, actually i think i said "i don't know how i'd react if michael and me broke up." but i think that's just because i haven't seen him often. i'm not the type of person who thinks absence makes the heart grow fonder. it's making me worried, but honestly, i think it'll be okai.

lalala

i was bored and kinda curious, so i did this and i guess it's pretty easy... but it doesn't seem like it lets you put animated pictures from your computer up (like in xanga)...boohoo... i tried with something small, but it won't work... sigh...


this is how i feel now, his laughter is probably something close to how i'm cackling right now. if my throat didn't feel like it was trying to rip itself out of my neck. sigh...swallowing my own saliva hurts, dammit! I'm gonna start drooling instead...*drools*
This clip always always makes me crack up, i mean, he's such an idiot. heh heh wiggly fingers of evil.
I had something pressing to say a hour ago, but now....i don't remember what it was....i think i'm glad i'm such an absent minded idiot...nothing stays for long.....lalalalala
man i really need to pee!!

hello!

first post! go amy~~! you rock girl!