ehh?

i just read "atashi wa bambi" and it was the weirdest thing in the whole wide world... see a guy(yaezou) and a girl(mai) both like the same guy(sen), but that sen likes someone else. in the end, yaezou and mai ends up together in a relationship and sen gets the girl that he likes. even though i felt the chemistry between mai and yae, it still felt like a clumsily tacked together ending. esp. since yae has been gay(now bi, i guess...) and crushing on sen for many many years... the span of the book only took a couple of months....is it really really that easy to fall in and out of love? what the hell? but on the other hand, i really loved yaezou as a character, he was the special adorable mischievous boy that i loooooove in a shojo manga. though i felt that the characters could really have been fleshed out as people, the series only spanned three volumes, so many it wasn't so bad... i think the author also wrote "aishitereuze baby," and i also felt that that manga failed to reach full depth...sigh...but honestly...who am i to criticize?

i STILL can't find the perfect male protagonist to my amateur manga...the hair's not right....the eyes...are okai....the build's wrong....i have bits and pieces of personality...but....it's not going good! dammit! i think i'll just change her to a girl and make the story about two lesbians....that's sooooooo much easier to draw....but i reallly wanted a guy...but girls are sooo much easier to draw. i have one right now that i drew and i think it's absolutely cute...i guess i should post?

i also saw the anime "night shift nurses," and it was the grossest hentai anime that i ever saw...there was a lot of scat/blood play and i'm not into that....it kinda unnerved me...ew ew ew ew....that was the first time i ever really felt the need to lysol my laptop. gross gross gross gross... i deleted it so fast....but on the other hand, one good thing from this is that i got a new media player which can play ogg files, and "almost every bit of media under the sun". i'm glad, now i don't have to worry....for now...