urrgh...

waauugghh.... i just read up on the things that i need in order to go to grad school at sjsu. i need:
1) bacholar's degree in something
2)to apply
3)a GRE score of 1000+ (550+ in verbal and 3.5+ in analytical, out of a score of 800 and 6 respectively)

and believe it or not, i'm incredibly nervous. i didn't worry so much about my SAT's or AP's, but because it's been such a long time since i took a standarized test (read: math). i'm not so worried about the english or the essay, but i'm terrified that my math score will drag everything down... ^_^ii but honestly i'm a little nervous about my english, but i think it'll go okai...i hope. *hyperventilates* i guess i'm gonna borrow those GRE books from the library to get a better understanding of what i'm gonna be dealing with... or bother rosa, she probably has a better idea...

haha, i remember for the academic decathlon, my math score was....i think, 300 or lower out of 800. it might have even been in the 100's, but i don't really remember. but then, there was a ridiculous amount of calculus. the funny part was, that in my senior year, my math score wasn't the lowest out of the whole team.

i'm currently writing a fan fic for PoT involving a hot day and a unique use of ice. and it's gonna be extremely explicit...haha...i was thinking about it during work and it was very very distacting to think about it.... i've realized how extremely perverted i can be, one example is when i was shelfreading. i had my hands up against the shelves at arms length and my legs at shoulder width--almost like a "against the wall and spread them" kind of stance and i just thought "how interesting it would be to be groped in this position without making a noise and alerting the surrounding patrons." sent chills down my spine. dirty dirty amy.